Anyone?

We used to talk for hours. Now we just wave at each other. They were like my family. Now, I don't know what we are anymore. I care about them. I would have done anything for for some of them. Now, its like I don't know them anymore. How can friendship between people break like this? I always blamed them for not trying. But I don't know if that's true anymore. I think it is not them. I think its me. I think that no matter how good it is, I just want it to fail. When I approach this new chapter in my life, I feel that I am cutting old ties, just to keep me from getting hurt. Is this wrong? It sure feels like it. I try to fix it but sometimes when a thread breaks, it is next to impossible to join it back together without any knots. And that's how my life is right now. Full of knots. No matter what i do, it seems to be the wrong choice. And with each wrong choice, another string weakens, which would break eventually. What should i do? Help!.... Anyone? 

~A.F~

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